Thursday, April 26, 2012

Midnight Rants. #2

Bismillah~ 


11.44 malam dan inshaAllah saya bakal beradu kejap lagi. Dah patut ke katil dah ni, tapi tiba-tiba teringin nak menulis. B, please bear with me please? Err, macam dah lama tak panggil nama blog ni :) B as in Bieyto. Dah lama tak treat awak as my personal diary~ 


This Semester 6 and my 3rd year of med school is almost to the end. Sikiiiit lagi habis Case 10 ni, we'll present our poster, and then we're off to 3 weeks of study leave and FINALS are saying 'Hello, peek-a-boo!' at its best. Heh. Time flies too fast that I can't even manage to take a sip of my Neslo! Okay, exaggerate -_- 


Excuse me. 


Alhamdulillah, I'm done re-arranging my furniture in the room, seeking for a better mood to face the finals (I'm quite good in interior designing, kehkehkeh), I'm done organizing my notes according to the cases, I'm done managing my moods and spirits to have an encounter with the finals (inshaAllah) so yeah, BRING IT ON, FINALS! :D 


Mind you that I still have to seek Allah's blessings in using time so that I don't easily be out of focus and wasting time on something isn't beneficial. Teenager is Shaytan's lunch, no? And when Shaytan can't make you do ma'siat, he'll make you waste your time. 


Huuuu. And if there comes to you from Satan an evil suggestion, then seek refuge in Allah. Indeed, He is the Hearing, the Knowing. [Al-Fussilat:36] 


Allah tu yang Paling Manis sekali kan? :') 
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What university's life has done to me that I've lost my passion towards writing, coloring, drawing...? 
That is a question for me to answer so don't bother~ 
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Haritu tengok sikit drama Tentang Dhia lakonan Nora Danish dengan Adi Putra. Err, okaaay, it was one the best drama that portrays Islamic values, mashaAllah! Awal-awal scene nak perkenalkan watak Adi Putra as Ahmad Zikir tu dia dah tunjuk Zikir bangun solat Tahajud 3 to 4 times a week :')


Seriously, I could feel my heart beats faster than it usually does. 


Entah, rasa macam if I ever destined to have a spouse in my life, I pray that he'd be like Ahmad Zikir, struggling to be a better Muslim before he is married to me. :) Together, we strive, to be a better servant of His, before He let us meet and complete each other. 


Err, I am such a sweet-talker am I? -_-" 


Anyways, sebelum mencari, kita kena menjadi. :) Sebelum kita nakkan suami soleh, isteri solehah, kita PERLU jadi lelaki soleh, perempuan solehah. Tak adil lah untuk lelaki tu kalau kita nak dia sebab dia beriman sempurna Islamnya tapi kita sememeh je usaha untuk jadi gadis yang lebih baik. Kan? 


Oh my Allah, dah 12.16 pagi. Mintak diri dulu, karang saya terlajak Subuh (kat sini Allah uji Subuh kami 3.50 pagi hihi)~ 


Assalamualaikum, x

1 comment:

Husnina said...

*angguk kepala* Sweet talker? Wehee~ Saya suka ayat tu! :DD
*cough* Jom menjadi yg solehah ;)