Tuesday, March 20, 2012

Hello, Jantung!

Bismillah~

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Hello Jantung, untuk dan kerana siapa degupanmu?"

A question that can't be answered for you. Tepuk dada, tanya hati sendiri. This was asked by a sister, whom no longer here-- she has passed away at such a young age. Al-Fatihah, kak. May you'll be among the believers in the Hereafter.
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You know how people tend to have fights and verbal arguments? How people kinda love being tangled up in misunderstanding and being judgmental? How people would kill to talk about others or being in the center stage?

Kesian.
Dengan kita semua, yang jadi 'hamba' pada perasaan sendiri.
Saya tak terkecuali.

I wish to be emotionally intelligent. The fact that the person ain't at fault (although she might be or might not), but for you to actually allowed those feelings to overtake your mind, to affect you, now that's your flaw. You allowed the feelings of annoyance to get through you and being bothered by it.

It's your loss, wasting time and emotions on it.
By that, let's manage our emotions mannerly, shall we? :]

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Kalau lelaki yang awak suka sedang menjaga, what are the reasons for you not to?

Not being able to meet each other in the eyes is hurtful enough, and now I won't be able to even listen to his voice on the phone? Or chatting up with him on Facebook? That's absurd!

Err, is that what you have in mind?
Awak takkan cakap macam tu,
kalau awak betul sayangkan dia,
dan impikan redha dan syurga-Nya :)

Awak tahu ke, that feeling of satisfaction (and wanted to cry, BADLY), bila awak betul betul menjaga, supaya bila sampai masa, lelaki yang awak suka tu akan datang melamar awak jadi surinya?

I ain't saying that the process gonna be all flowery.

Nak mujahadah perasaan paling sakit, okay? I spoke on behalf of experienced. Kalau dia yang lelaki tengah berusaha untuk menjaga, awak tak ada effort ke untuk ikut sama? Jaga diri dari jadi fitnah, jaga hati walaupun degupan punya kencang untuk dia.

All that for the sake of Allah.
Awak tak nak berusaha?
Distance won't stop love.
Distance make it grows and glows forever.
Dengan izin-Nya.

Err, awak, tahniah untuk... kita? Errrrrrr. Terima kasih sebab menjaga.
Terima kasih. Err, terima kasih. Awkward sangat dah ni.
Jujurnya tak sangka awak sekuat tu, *senyum paling manis walaupun awak takkan pernah nampak*

Moga kita dalam redha-Nya :]