Wednesday, January 4, 2012

For I am a girl, and I have such a delicate heart to deal with.

Bismillah~

Perasaan tak diambil kisah dan orang tak mahukan kita tu macam ni ke agaknya...?
Err, rasanya hilang, tanpa kamu.

I know I don't have every reasons to feel sad, kalau orang tu dah tak nak consider saya sebagai kawan dia. I know that :'/ Tapi rasa kehilangan ni harus saya campak ke mana? Had to admit that I have 'memories intolerance'. It would take me some time to actually acknowledge, that certain persons don't belong anymore in my life, let alone to be in my future.

Saya bukan tak cuba...
Call number mesir awak, dah tak ada dalam perkhidmatan. Hantar emel awak tak balas. Fesbuk awak deactivate. Instant message on YM awak tak reply. Blog awak tak kasi orang comment.

Jadi harus saya lakukan apa lagi? Allah~

Just so you know F, I am still right here, just in case you ought to look back and suddenly remembered that once upon a time, you had me as a friend. I knew that you never acknowledge me as one of your bestfriends but alas, I considered you as mine.

And I would never, regret that. Let alone regretting knowing you few years back thru the net :)

F, if you do happen to read this blog of mine like you used to, I just wanted to say that I missed you and nearly went crazy because of it. Literally.

Tak salahkan awak pun, dont worry. Kita ada buat salah pada awak ye F? I apologize if that ever happens and for the fact that I can't be that type of friend you needed. The flaw is infact, on my side.

P/s: Dan sesungguhnya manusia tu, tak pernah tak mengecewakan.
P p/s: Shukran F, awak banyak mengajar kita tentang hidup. Untuk tak terlalu meletak harapan pada manusia, :')

x