Sunday, February 21, 2010

sepi dalam ramai.

Assalamualaikum wbt.

Perasaan yang aku tulis ni adalah secara general, tak ada kaitan dengan sesiapa. Engkau atau aku. Alaaa, perasaan yang kita kita ni biasa rasa. Kalau tak selalu pun, kita semua mesti pernah rasa sekali. Tak pun terlintas dalam fikiran. Kan? :)

Do you know that feeling?
You are surrounded by tons and tons of laughing-chatting-gossiping people around you and yet. You somewhat feel left out.

Do you know that feeling?
You are trying to focus on your study and you are very, I repeat, very, determined. And then the people around you start to make some noise and finally... you end up joining them.

Do you know that feeling?
You like someone and you have waited for him, lets say for several years, waiting for your chance to be together with him and when he finally confess that he likes someone, and the girl is not you.

Do you know that feeling?
You have work hard and put a lot of effort in your study, not mention how many tuition centers you have gone but your exam result is still not satisfying.

Do you know that feeling?
You have some issues with your parents and at some point, you feel that no one understands you and you think that run away from home might be the best decision.

Do you know that feeling?
You are stress over something that you just feel like you wanted to scream out loud in an open area to release it. But you end up crying your heart out in your own room.

Do you know that feeling?
You are in a relationship with someone and you love him, at least you think so. However, at some point, you gain your awareness about the 'hukum' of being in a relationship and you desperately wanted your relation to end but afraid of hurting the other party.

P/s: Aku sumpah sangat susah hati sekarang. Kata-kata Dr. Latiff bermain dalam kepala aku macam kaset yang diulang tayang tanpa henti ! Betul, aku bukan orang yang alim ataupun baik setanding Malaikat tapi serius aku tak nak hidup dalam kemurkaan Allah Taala.

Ya Allah Ya Tuhanku, kalau jalan ini yang terbaik untukku, sesungguhnya aku redha dengan ketentuanmu. :')

4 comments:

Nurulhana2000 said...

Sujud pada Allah dan mintalah petunjuk dari Nya. Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan Nuha baik dari urusan pelajaran, perjalanan kehiduapan mahupun urusan hati dan perasaan. Hati kita Allah yang pegang. Semoga kita beroleh kebaikan.

| h.u.d.a | said...

like diz post:)

arelynn said...

Dear Nunu ...
I knoe the feeling ...
When i study hard for exam , sudden;y i got the headache at the middle of war ...like wat i experienced last week ...
I knoe the feeling when u like sumone but later he told me that the girl that he like wasn't u ... kindda hurt actually .. but it's ok .. i got sumone more taller than me ... hahahah
I knoe the feeling...
When u study hard , but people around u totally keep talking.. talking and u turn up joined them ... hahahah ...

But nunu .. all feeling were experienced ... it's nice though .. ;p

Anonymous said...

saba yer nuha..smbhyg byk2...doa byk2..minx ati tenang...: )