Tuesday, April 21, 2009

a bit futuristic. kind of.

prelude.
yesterday, before performing the solah maghrib, my father asked me to bring my two brothers to chop their hair, (har har har!) since my 14th years old brother had been warned by the teachers about his "in-trend" hair despite the fact that he is a prefect at school! (shees. buat malu kakak jeee. eh eh, tak ada kaitan).

so I did. I drove the car (can I claimed it is mine? hahah) to a nearby barber. I managed to make myself to wait in the car (surprisingly with patient) while my brothers get their hair done. (ceh, bajet hairstylist yang potong ah. tak ada maknanyaaa. mamak sudah).

the hot.fm station soundtracked my feeling as I waited (again, PATIENTLY. cececeyh) and I came across this one segment about spiritual light up thing-y. the topic was about WORRYING and the ustaz said that;

1. most people worried about things that they shouldn't be worried about.

2. 35% people often worried about things that were in the past.

3. 12% people worried about things that will happens; the future.

4. 10% people worried about things that will never happens.


I agreed as soon as I heard the ustaz said all the statistics. as for me, I am in for all of the above -____-" no, seriously. I think I oftenly worried about things that I shouldn't be worried about, precisely things that I don't know will happens or not.

contohnya ada ke patut dulu saya pergi risau siapa yang nak ambil saya kat rumah untuk kelas memandu! such a waste of feeling and adrenalin, miahaha T______T tsk.

the main idea;
perkara pokok yang saya nak cakap kat sini, saya tengah risau pasal my future; particularly the place to continue my study in medicine. I know the call is on me, (as hani said just now) tapi that call should have the blessing from my parents.

zah texted me after maghrib today and told me about the result of that UPU application will be out on 1st MAY and the fact that we have to register by 11th may is such a rubbish! I mean, dapat tahu terima tawaran ke tak 1hb, then by 11hb dah nak kena lapor diri...? tak ke serabai orang nak pack barang semua.

but again, maybe it's just a rumor. pray for it at the very least.

what made things worse about me worrying my future was that, my mom told me that if I get the UPU offer, I should go for it. it's rather confusing as now, I had to reconsider about the idea of me doing medicine in abroad university.

damn. I should stop typing this dilemma as my migraine nearly knock me down right now. should I be praying about me not getting the UPU offer so that I can stick to my Egyptian plan? *laughing villainy*

whatsoever: and I thought I have settled my future long time ago.

10 comments:

arelynn said...

Hoho ..
me also a little bit confused here ..
same cannot make any decision yet ...
But wait till u get the UPU result ..Decide then u can ( ape alin merapu saiko nih . English tunggang langgang) hohoh

nhmnrh said...

kak alin;

hadoyai.
tau tak peee.
hmm.
tu lah.
apa2 pun, nak tggu UPU dulu kot.
-____________________-"

shadah..♥ said...

oh, keputusan UPU keluar awl mei...
susah nye nk choose.

ptg td dpt surat matriks...
mak choose UPU, ustzh mengaji aku choose matriks dan ayh aku pulak suruh aku choose sendiri tp sebenarnya dye nk aku pilih UiTM

kes awk pulak:
awk pikir la yg mane awk suke
UPU or mesir...
ni akn decide your future

nhmnrh said...

inda;

actually UPU is memang better.
but then kalau awk tk dapat offer,
then go for matriks.
drpd kna tggu another term utk rayuan UPU ke apa ke kan.

hohoh.
kalau boleh pilih ikut suka dah lama pilih dah -_______-"

Fna said...

rsult upu kua 1 mei? dnga cmtu gak. tp harap la kua awal. Aminnnn. I cant afford the thoughts of going to matriks >.> tpi tu la, mmg kene belaja dlu bfo gi egypt ni. U tkpe lgi. matriks jgan la. haihhhh.

eh U bes ape, lain la if u apply matriks then dapat, lain cite la.

anyway, setuju dgn statistics 'worry' tu. im such a worrier most of the times >.> ahahahaaa

Naddie Anuar said...

Ohhh...

xyah pk skrang la, tunggu la UPU tu dulu. Skali x dapat pon (not that i wish that for you, but things happen) penat je pk.

i'm all about minimizing worrying!! sometimes all you have to do is just do. tp tindakan tidak risau dan tidak berfikir kadang2 membawa padah.

Anyway, whatever decision that you make later, be tough and be ready to face any consequences and challenges that comes with it. Then you'll be fine & fab :)

Ohhh...lately saye ske membebel~

nhmnrh said...

fna;

u pun dgr that rumors?
i tak kesah keluar lambat tapi tarikh lapor diri dia tuuu.
masa tu I dah kena pergi arabic class.

I tak apply matriks.
kalau apply & dapat pun mmg tak pergi.
jd baiklah I tak apply lgsung.
bg peluang kat orang yg btul2 nak.

haha. sama ah kita. risau memanjang T________T

nhmnrh said...

kak naddie;

yup2.
i guess mmg nak kna tggu UPU kot.
then i'll decide, kan.
btul jgak, entah2 tk dapat.
haih.
insyaAllah, at least i'll try to be tough ;)

hee. membebel itu asyiiiikk~!
hahaha.

arelynn said...

@2391629677941346398.0
Nad is soo rite .. no need to worry rite now ... pk kemudian ..

nhmnrh said...

kak alin;

thank you for the advice, hee :))
barulah tenang sikit kepala neh.