Wednesday, September 17, 2008

feeling confusion

one question !
kenapa perasaan untuk setiap ramadhan and raya ,
bagi setiap tahun lain ..?
okay okay . maybe a bit confusing kot .
meh , i explain it. macam ni ..
last year , during ramadhan when i fast ,
the feeling i felt was more calmer and i seriously can breathe.
tp this year mcm awkward sikit and idk why .
perasaan teruja tu mcm dh terhakis.
mcm tu ke bila kita dh makin berumur ..?
the l
aughter , joyous , will fade just like that .
i hate it. i mean , w h y ?!
i still remember when im a kid ,
the excited feeling to fast and raya was amazing .
but now , i felt numb !
tepu dan tak berperasaan. haha. boleh ke?
and kesempatan utk dapat duit raya pun mcm dh lessen.
sbb apa? sbb ada perasaan malu.
the feeling is biasa .
yes , biasa .
sighs.
i wish i cud turn back the time and freeze it.
i missed old days when excitement was the priority of mine

inilah pandanganku .. ceritaku !

3 comments:

PakciQue said...

Aik..tak tido lagi ke...?

nurulizz ™ said...

hahaa that i feel too. puase la brape bulan pon, x de excitednye nk raye ke hape. bli baju raye pon sbb dh jd rutin every year. hooo..beraye as dewase mmg xbesh. plus, kemungkinan utk dpt onkos raye mmg tipis heheh

nuhamuneerah abdhakim said...

aduhaii , anda betul sungguh :)) being a kid is the ebst part of being humans after all x) not childish of course !